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Is slipping away far to quickly, and in doing so reminded me that I have so many commitments that its a little daunting to the point where I border on saying f*** it I don't want to do it.
Part of the issue is I've not had any will to want to make anything, nor even design, my poor little notebook has gone untouched for now a month. A little piece of me has slightly faded I suppose, but I've not noticed it, until I look here, deviant art and of course in my Etsy store.
I've not got the mix right between my new job, which I enjoy and love a lot. Though today I am annoyed at my own stupidity, I know I am still new to it the problem is I just won't allow myself to make mistakes. I just hate that icky feeling of self doubt, simply put I worry way to much.
I hope to at some point get my mojo back, and whilst I am on the train to London tomorrow I am going to try and work on some new designs. At least I hope I will be able to.
I also hope with these next few days off, I will pick myself up, dust myself down and throw myself back into work. I am only human, and there is plenty of stuff I get right at work.
I know this isn’t a crafty post, I am just laying it out there that I am still alive, and what’s on my mind, and that some day soon I will get my needles out and sew something pretty.

One other thought that has come to mind, that I will unfortunately will have to let go of the EtsySellers group I just don't have the time any more to do everything.